A Thought in Dreams

is this just a dream or a stimulated vision
that i would have a vivid and a happy expectation
only a singular feeling that is a supression
the Mysterious four letter word that has made the impression
because of the fear of loss or the flow of tears
I am ready to make the toss and make you near
when I see you around it's is a feeling of extreme happiness that I found
and this happens everytime you slowly turn around
near those blatant roseate walls or a compound
in the times of my being,I have never felt this good with a optimistic meaning
there were times when you would smile,reminding me of the lily of the nile
there were times when you would feel futile,I would do anything to break that Nugatory tile
there were times when you would hold my hand,a feeling like crossing a warm meadowland
I do not compel you to stay,as it is a feeling which is only mine
i wish that you acheieve all that's at bay,and gain the soul that will take you to the snowy alpine
A hope that you would have a feeling of forgiveness,and forgive me if this makes you the witness
i do not have the courage,to express my message
i have these words,so that you could see what lies inwards
I have a feeling,and i would do the kneelng
to see you healing,and see the meaning
forgive me,I am sorry
I have a feeling towards you which is for sure
I have a strong amor for you which is ifinitely pure

Shwetank Shukla